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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

How to say this?

There are a handful of people for whom--if they found the blog, and if they realized it was me--I would take it all down. Also, I would very much stop running off at the mouth. Because sometimes what I write is an instantaneous moment of thought that changes or becomes clearer just several moments later. And someone I know could read what I write, get the wrong idea, and then I've screwed up some shit, haven't I? The answer is that I very well may have. Because I can be an idiot. But see? CJ's trying to be much less idiotic!

When I started this thingie, I was pretty much a mess. How to start dating again after so long? Would I find someone else? Did I even do the right thing? My life changed entirely, and the chaos felt more orderly if I wrote about it.

But things are better now. I'm kind of liking this dating life. I'm enjoying being sexy and alluring--and finding parts of me that have been dormant for a long time. I wasn't dating for the sake of the blog. I was blogging to cope with the dates. Don't get me wrong--I'm still dying to dish. But other things are more important.

Some of you have already emailed me wondering where the blog went. That was fast! And thanks for your concern and support. It's very likely the blog will begin again, and who knows how soon. If you leave a comment here with your email, or send me an email at cutejewess@gmail.com, then I'll let you know if/when the whole crazy shebang returns.

It's been fun. It's also been torturous. But then, isn't that dating?

xox,
Cute Jewess

13 comments:

TG said...

well, I just found your blog last week and was enjoying it terribly... sort of a chance to relive my jdating days... But I admire your decision to put it on hold. I met my hubbo on jdate and knew pretty quickly he was the one. I had recently ended a 4.5 year relationship so I was pretty clear on what would & would not work for me. And I was right. Good luck with your search!

Sanani said...

[Sigh.] I had a feeling this might happen, but it's probably for the best. Your last few posts were definitely trending in a dangerous direction, as far as potential discovery was concerned. And it wouldn't really be fair to GL and SS to blog about them, when you think about it. As a man, I applaud you. :-) I enjoyed the blog while it lasted. Good luck with your new guy(s)!

Single Girl said...

I'm so sad now! I've loved reading your blog. Maybe one day we'll get to hear what happened with GL and SS and everyone! Let me know when you start again!

Eve said...

Let me know when you start again!

a&v said...

Gah! I just found you! Yes, I would like to read when you start 'er up again. amore.and.vino at gmail dot com (or just note my wee blog. That works, too!)

Thanks! And best of luck in the meantime!

Nice Jewish Guy said...

You're kidding.....!

Oh, well. So it goes, right? Well, put me down for an update. Have fun out there!

Mike said...

oh please let me know if you start it again. it's been really fun to read

jgirl said...

ugh - but what happened? you are probably right to take down the blog as it is far too easy to find things on the internet these days. can I silently hope that neither guy works out so the blog comes back? best of luck ;)

Heather said...

I am very sad! :( Wishing you the very best!!!

Amishav said...

Ugh! I'm so sorry to see you go!

I really hope that we find out what happens and if things work out.

I know the feeling about coping with dates via blogging- its theraputic to let it all out. But hey, if isn't working for you any more, who are we to say anything about it?

Best of luck to you! I'm going to keep you on the blogroll and check back to see if anything has changed.

Basiorana said...

Let me know when you come back!

mysterygirl! said...

I've been lurking for a few weeks now, so please let me know if you return! :)

Elise said...

tragedy! i too had just started to read your blog, i had quite the catching up to do, but i was making progress! g'luck to you.