I almost caved and emailed SS.
But I had asked the Shrink for his advice, and he said not to do it, so I'm not going to. His advice is usually spot on. I started seeing El Shrinko to help get over the FAF, and to try to figure out if I did the right thing by not marrying him. I'm now sure that I did. Not just because I'm dating again, but because I saw the FAF recently--and things are just plain how they should be with him.
Anyhoo, I had a point. So, if the reason I went to the Shrink is resolved...do I stay in therapy? For now, I'm going to. I'm still navigating a new life-situation, and it helps to have someone to talk to about it in Acual Life Land. I do think I'm pretty darn well-adjusted, with a healthy self-image, blah blah blah. But we all have our momentary lapses.
So here I am not emailing SS.
Hottie1 has my phone number. He better freakin' use it.