In search of some closure, I just emailed SS. Although I know the odds are not in my favor, the current waiting to hear back from him is AGONY. Without doubt, this is one of my least favorite things--if not my very least favorite--about dating again.
Of course, if he's anything like GL (whom I don't feel like answering questions about, FYI, thanks!), then he'll just pussy out and not respond.
If SS disappears, then I've got news for him--he sure missed out. Because I may seem shy at first. I may not put it "all out there," so to speak. But once I'm comfortable enough with a guy to (shall we say) take it to the bedroom...well, then that guy is pretty darn lucky. I enjoy having a nice figure. And I enjoy showing it off. I can be pretty sexy when I want to be.
So, the waiting goes on. Horribly. And the question remains: Will SS get to be a lucky guy?
Update: I emailed Best Friend that I got in touch with SS, and her response was just perfect:
"And as for [SS]... I know it's hard. I hate dating for this reason as well. The just sudden silence is just rude and unforgivable. [Former Dude] did that to me. (Of course I acted the fool with [Former Dude]) .You're not acting like that at all...but if he doesn't email you, that's fine. And if he does, wunderbar."