Monday, October 01, 2007

There were fun moments this weekend--like a long, boozy, dance-filled night with RH and some friends. RH and I haven't gotten to see each other much lately, and we had a blast.

But then yesterday...oy. Yesterday I got hit by two more blows, the worse of which is a family crisis. I'm having trouble dealing with the family thing, but I'm off to see Shrink tomorrow, so maybe that will help. I'm not going to write about any of that stuff here, though.

Loverville had invited me to a shindig for that day, which wound up having some lovely moments. But my mood was just too dark. My stomach tied itself in knots, and I was sure I was about to throw up at some point, and so I knew I had to leave.

I doubled over on my bed when I got home--my stomach was just a mess. And some tears were shed. The cat jumped up and started purring. He rubbed me with his little head. They just know.

Really, the family thing is at the forefront right now, and I'm dreading dealing with it. So...bear with me. I promise that I want my stories to become fun again more than you do.

Update: Ack! And on top of everything, I am having the worst cramps today. Will curl up in bed for the evening now.

--Cute Jewess


Samantha said...

My thoughts are with you and your family and I hope that everything gets better soon.

Single Girl said...

I'm going through some family stuff too right now, hence my lack of real updates lately. Hopefully both of our stuff passes quickly and without too much bad stuff left in the wake. The kitties do know when we're sad, they're smart like that.

sexagenarian and the city said...

the strength you get enduring times like these, when everything seems hopeless, will be with be you forever. some day you'll pass that strength along to your children.

Dating Trooper - Dating is Warfare said...

Take care of yourself (and your family) CJ! Sorry you are going through a rough time...

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry that you and your family are going through so much right now! I hope you can spend a lot of time snuggled up with the kitty, since they are a great source of love and support when you are hurting.

Take care!

acaligurl said...

cutej sorry you have family stuff to deal with.